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who do you think?!...
is it wrong for me to miss him?
feeling the way that i do:
horrible, let down, let go of,
forgotten, unimportant: to anyone
for anything...[you]?
feelings, emotions high,
raging as a storm,
angst rising inside
of me.
me
why...me? why?
why do i deserve this?
i don't.
"it's not fair to you," you say.
neither was this...
it's worse this way!
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Say What You Mean...& Mean What You Say...
Grrrr! I NEED to let off some steam.:
I'm sick of my dad! He always compares my siblings & I with each other {in these subtle ways--that aren't so subtle). I'm sick of his self-righteous attitude about parenting & being the parent...& blah, blah blah..asjf ;efhr fjvhfegn GAHHH! I could just SCREAM!!!
I'm not that great of a student {according ( Read more... ) -
hmm...yay-fall!
Yes, I'm actually in a pretty good mood for now. Things are going well.: I'm starting to think positively about Stoney Creek, now...I'm making more friends & enjoying more of the "student-life" aspects of the school. Junior year is still a pain in the ass, but skool isn't too bad overall. I strive to stay focussed & do well-bc this year is "very ( Read more... ) -
not very beautiful on the inside, right now
well, today was a lil bit sucky-well, tonight, rather. i mean, 2day was fun-it was PJ day @ skool, so that always makes for a nice day hehe. I talked with my mama on the fone 2nite about how unhappy & stressed out i've been @ skool & about stuff going on @ home {my dad's house). i feel like such a weakling & that i've let everyone down by doing/ ( Read more... ) -
umm, yeah-it's been too long so ya know.:that's how it goes. hehe
Wow, hey everyboday! it has been way too long since my last entry, sorry 'bout that, but i've been annoyingly busy. ya know: school, homework, family shtuff, both of my sisters going to college, being the oldest here=more chores & junk, plus i guess i've been a lil too lazy to actually post on here sooo, again: my fault teehee.
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"Summer Skeye" :SUMMER is HERRREE! yay
"...We're walking along-weaving on & off the beaten path; Just us: side-by-side and hand-in-hand. You & I under great big blue-the same color as your eyes-it's just me & you.: under the summer sky..."
gota luv that song..: why? bc i just wrote it:-D! well, part of it anyways.: more will be added later. feel free to comment on my poems & songs~i'd ( Read more... ) -
hmm.:cah-yute
im soo flipping sick. literally-if my dad didn't show up when he did to bring me home from skool this morning, i may have puked on the floor rite in front of the lobby doors lol-gross, but most likely true lol. so anywho-i feel disgusting & nauseated {who knows how to spell that? anyone? hah not me), as i was saying, i'm at home right now. i wish ( Read more... ) -
I don't know.:thoughts are scattered...dreams are shattered.
I dont know what to do, I dont know who to tell; even if i had a clue, i wouldn't know how to make it end well. I'm not sure WHAT i'm doing, feeling the way that i do; w/all these emotions: i'm unsteady on where they're going, or where they may take me or, perhaps, with whom. My heart is as confused as my mind, the thoughts-they seem to be ( Read more... ) -
Hate: such a strong word...i LUV this.
[totally hate quotes from movies...but this poem is sweet. from: "10 Things I Hate about You ( Read more... )
