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lunch for jack was nice. a little awkward, but it was nice.

i don't feel quite as weepy. i do get a tear or two when i walk in my room and look around, or have flashbacks, but other than that, i'm getting pretty good.

i told my mom today and she said she supports me, but she told me to make sure i don't thow it away on nothing. (like that thought ( Read more... )

i've supressed the urge to cry every other moment.

i just have to start sleeping again.

i just have to feel not so hollow, so empty.

it will make me stronger.

it will make us stronger.

-dies-

the end.

i have been trying to sleep since 11pm.

it is now 2:06 and i am still wide ass awake.

god damn brain and it's new-found need to NEVER SHUT THE FUCK UP.

blah fucking blah. same old shit. i know.

i think i'm going to leave this journal thing alone again for a while. same with myspace.
we'll see how my day is tomorrow. or technically, today.

some people need to let things go
some people need to decide where their attention will lie
some people need to just go on

i went to see charlie and the chocolate factory with mason today before he went to work. the oompaloompas are cooler in this movie. hands fucking down.
cody came to visit tonight for a little bit. it was nice. i think i'm going to be in trouble once school starts though. i'm going to have a hard enough time adjusting and keeping grades up, let ( Read more... )

12xstepxprogram is emotionally distant. I bet no one's surprised that you never post your current mood. In fact, I bet most of your friends are so sick of you locking them out of your life that they hate you behind your back. Shame. brought to you by interim32. wanna know your lj's moodring color? enter your user name ( Read more... )

to all of you kids who can draw. which means everyone (because i am the only one who sucks at drawing stick figures...). i need you all to do me a favour. I want to go and get my tattoo done soon. i would like to do a vine/flower thing on my foot. i was wondering if any of you would be so kind as to save me $50 on artist fees, and at least feild ( Read more... )