I dont even know where to begin with this, my heads swimming with so many different thoughts and my hearts filled with tons of hate. If none of you read this, all the better, I'll probably regret it later anyway. Oh well, time to lift stuff off my chest. I HATE, -HATE- HATE this Greg kid, almost to the point where I wish extremely ill things on him ( Read more... )

I dont even really know how to start this but I have this thing nagging at me in the back of my head to write in here. Several things are starting to look up. I have a wonderful girlfriend who I'll be sharing my 10 month anniversary with (not physically unfortunately) I feel like she actually understands me and why I do most of the things I do, I ( Read more... )

That heading is more true than you all may think, you see I've been lucky enough to have horrible throat pains,congested nose,light headedness, mucus filled coughs and have been deaf in my right ear for the past 3 weeks, its hasnt been fun but i've tried my best to tough it out anyway atleast I had about 6 hours of not having to scrunch my nose in ( Read more... )

I've been up to alot compared to what I normally am...but thats still hardly anything. Friday was my 18th birthday and me and Steven went and partied at pocket change and got some pizza and some movies (Return of the Living dead, Spinal Tap,Jimi Hnedrix and Zoolander)..he crashed at my house. Saturday was pretty uneventful...went to work and saw ( Read more... )

my outlook on life at this point and time..........eff this...yeah...night

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lYke omg, thanksgiving work was s0o0oo0o0o0o0o0o0o0o0oo0oo0o00o0oo0o0o0o00oo0 friggin hard, I made like, 10 gajillion pizzas and by the time that was over I just felt like crying because you know , i just, couldnt, lift, another, omg its just...to traumatic i cant even mention the inner pain, let alone the physical pain, I fear working that hard ( Read more... )

wow...last night was interesting, I think Beka and I talked for a good 6 hours on the phone, I needed it. 2 DAYS until 8 month anniversary and 17 days until shes friggin living with me for a whole month, so effing excited,I'm sure living with me will probably bore her to death though, especially in the winter, I'm going to apply for my passport/ ( Read more... )

Happy Thanksgiving to all of you who make me who I am, be it the good or the bad, I'm grateful for you.

Bleh...not even 3 hours and I'm missing Beka to death,and shes only gone until Saturday..how pathetic is that? Oh well I'm positive shes having a great time with Katie and Ben, plus, she needs the break from school, and her roomate. 7 days until 8 month Anniversary and 22 days until she comes and lives with me for a month( FRIGGIN HOORAY) I'm so ( Read more... )