I'm so depressed at the moment. For some odd reason, I'm worried about so many little things. I'm afraid of taking math again. Taking the clep exam. I'm worried about architecture. I'm disappointed that I received 3 B's and that I didn't try hard enough. I afraid of the concequinces and of not reciving scholarships. MERITS pretty please give me a ( Read more... )

I got my wisdom teeth pulled. I'm okay now since it's the second day. Lets see...I don't know but when I talk to Jong. I don't think he's ever sober. He's always saying, Oh I was fucked up. Stupid alcholic. I never understand a word he says anymore. Sometimes I feel like i'm deaf, and I think to myself, is he really saying that??? He's still seems ( Read more... )

i have an 89.6 in one of my classes.... ?? it sucks. I'm very disapointed in my architecture grade. I'm going to do better. i'll practice drawing this winter. i'll be nice. one a 2 B's and one class ???? I'm going to get a 4.0 next semester. just you wait ( Read more... )

I got: a supper awesome pc controller and tons of new games on my lab top. winter break is gonnaa be freakin awesome. =D hahahahaha.... hermit=nerd=anh=proud ( Read more... )

I think I know how I want my next relationship to be. I'm not going to rush things but i want it to be as slow as possible. Who cares if he doesn't claim me as his girlfriend or i donno... as long as he shows he really likes me i think it's fine. I'll do the same. I'll try to be as faithful as possible. no flirting... blah blah. yeah, jesse's ( Read more... )

i'm doing my paper that is about a month late. I' awful ( Read more... )

Power naps are great. I hate my alarm. I havn't gotten much sleep yesterday cause i was doing arch homework. it was fun. I'm glad that when i stay up to do arch homework, it's fun. Anybody eles get that way ( Read more... )

I think my mom is supisious of me. I was talking on the phone one night at 10 and she asked me who i was talking to. I said my friend. Boy or girl? Boy. Cut it off anf go too sleep she said. But I didn't. She probably thinks it's supisious that I didn't go to phoenix with them for thanks giving. But I didn't do anything. That I went to formal, but ( Read more... )

well, the secret is out and 3 people from APASA know. Hopefully they won't tell anyone. I like people very easily. It's probaby the biggest flaw of mine. I can see the charming side of any guy which is bad. sometimes, I can't tell it apart from my friends or lovers but the compliments they give me seem as if they wouldn't mind dating me. Tom said i ( Read more... )

Ha, so it's not often that I say I need my space from boies. but here is goes "I think I need some space to revaluate life and concintrate on some homework" So, suposeably I still don't know anything about Mark. He's so difficult to read and I completely don't understand him. Maybe he's much more simplier than I think but I have no idea what he's ( Read more... )