Life been great. could i say, that the worst is finally over. Maybe. but I believe the worst is final over for now. It's been over for a while and my life is wonderful. I still get heart ache once in a while though, but thats normal. The only way the worst can come back is when I think about the past. That that block of grief, it's going to stay in ( Read more... )

So I had this goal to study abroad if i had the moeny for a semester or so after i relearn some french and learn some more of it. eh ( Read more... )

So a Summer guy..huh. Emails me after a semester after he's been hospitalized for that whole semester. Thats got to mean something. I'm the only girl he walks to class, I'm the only girl he emails. It's got to mean something. The dumb part is, I emailed him first. I walked him to class first. He's just repaying the favor. He's just a nice guy and ( Read more... )

So, heres the deal. I'm such an idiot. You know "this" always happens. The guy you like just wants to be "friends." Then there are the guys who like you and you just want to be "friends". It's not that easy to find love obviously. but when we do. it's "special". worth it. isn't it ( Read more... )

So, I've been the bigest asshole lately. To "everyone". Well, i could list the reasons why. but you probably don't want to hear about a list. and in all honesty, the list doesn't matter. That list is just full of excuses. What I should be writing or saying is an apology and making things right. I Will make things right. I definatly will ( Read more... )

OH horay for architecture school. i have til mid july to apply. WOw giving us an extra 2 months means i don't have to wait a whole year to apply. isn't that amazing!!!again, i'm afriad of moving too fast.

After one whole week not having any issues with boies one had to arise today ( Read more... )

By taking a year off, I mean, taking easy classes that aren't easy. Maybe I should start up on french again. eh..eh.. and finish all my gen eds before i start ARCH! and practice. Althought it's my homework anyways, I plan to do piano exercises every day. NO I don't play the piano, it's just this plan to practice drawing. It's just called "piano ( Read more... )

At the moment, I feel like a disaster..... I have so many expectations, but somehow the work won't let me choose it all. Yeah, a little selfish right? Maybe a little. I want to get into architecture school this year, but I can't. I don't have all my requirements done. Damn it. Why? All my time is taken up by work, and mentoring. 12 hours of work. 7 ( Read more... )

So I cried about 4 times reading comics aticipating many characters deaths and just because the story is just so god damn good. Now I have to wait every week or 2 weeks the read the next chapter. I can't do it.... It's better to read it as altogether, it's just more interesting. I wish i could spoil the story but I can't. Sorry isabel. ha I pretty ( Read more... )