hhahaha!!!! So my mom came in and sounded kinda worried, right. She asked me if I talk to strangers on the internet because that stupid shit head decided to tell my mom, "I talk to your daughter on the internet". Yeah. Something every mother would love to hear exspecially MY MOM from some 24 year old nobody. (really, are you a fucking idiot, do you ( Read more... )

Jong went to south korea for 3 days and came back. I wonder what that was all about. I heard it was an emergency. I didn't expect it to be to south korea. I was thinking, alaska or california. Thats why I was questioning wither I should tell him that I like him but it all turned out fine. I hope he's fine ( Read more... )

I got Jong. I won't let him get me til I trust him. or til he's good with me. He has heart break written all over his face so I need to be careful. Talks walks and dresses like a player to me. All it took was some honesty and it was easy as 1, 2, 3 ( Read more... )

well... today was a great experience. I went to a leadership conference. It was the usual privilage, power, and difference stuff but set up in a very different and fun way. It gave me more ideas for my mentes. Sometimes these workshops help me with experienceing more icebreakers to organize group stuff. I wish I learned this stuff earlier on. Maybe ( Read more... )

It kinda sucks when I realized I need to be carefull about what I cut down on what I want to write on livejournal. I feel so shady. damn ( Read more... )

My chopper didn't come in. and I'm not expecting it to come any time soon. That company is just dumb and i realized it's in the system but it hasn't been shipped, although they did take money out of my bank account already. They did that the first day!. jerks. So i'm cutting everything by hand and my finger tips hurt. My risk and bicepts hurt... ( Read more... )

this week is the week to redeem ALL my Homework, and studying! do it.

I want to cry. I just want too cry. I have no reason to really. I'm not living through a crisis. I'm not depressed. But deep down somewhere, somewhere. I'm hurting. you guys are hearing this all the time over and over again. But i'm just trying to figure this out. Maybe Darren is right. I'm stressed. I told Darren (my peer advisor/psychologist/ ( Read more... )

It would be nice to have my chopper by tomorrow. then I can do my homework for tuesday! So, i've been doing good. except yesterday i was pretty disappointed that i got a C on my architecture assinment. I spent 3 days and nights on that assinment, and probabaly more. how the fuck do I get a C for drawing lines. well. i know the answer but it still ( Read more... )

Schools hard So freakin hard. I'm feel dumb. I feel retarded because everyone is doing better than me. And I think, these assinments are so easy, Why am I doing so bad. And everyone says, that was the most easiest test ever! and they mean it, so why am i failing. who gets a 28/100. or is it 28/50. wha.tever regardless, it's still bad. and a 20/40 ( Read more... )