lost, cold and alone. I felt back to day one.

I changed my class this morning to the one I had previously. I realized my class is easier seperate than intergrated. Not having it with Jong. I told him yesterday, he asked why? and said not to make decisions that involve him. Whatever. It didn't. If i did then i'd be in that class with him but I'm not ( Read more... )

I've been doing good and there are times when I need to blow off some steam. Not some LOTS AND LOTS of it. =) Anyways, after I went to sleep, I was dreading having class with Jong. Just the feeling of being near him tore me apart in my dreams. It was pretty much an uncomfortable nightmare. I didn't care to have class with him anymore and didn't ( Read more... )

ahhhhh.... *wine* so today, I'm breaking down guys and I shouldn't ( Read more... )

We broke up. I need help.

Anh's current status is now: In a relationship.

Lol. Out of the blue he called me his boyfriend so I stopped and asked? Your my boyfriend?? lol

Well i guess he is.

He pampers me like crazy and gives me way too much attention. It's, wonderful. But i suppose these are the beginings of a realtionship.

Holy shit... So is being in a relationship this stressful. I mean. I'm not even in a relationship yet I feel stressed already. I'm just dating. I already feel chained down. Not chained down by him. but my parents. lol. When i'm in a relationship I finally see invisable chains my parents have around me. And when i'm single. They turn invisable again ( Read more... )

hahaha... SOO my date was eventful. =/ good? bad? I have no clue...But holy shit did I himiliate my date. It was a complete accident I swear!! I told you, that everything I touch just falls apart. And that was exactly how my date went about. I only hope that it doesn't affect his judgment ( Read more... )

the first (or rare) nice Jong says to me. In my head I thought, are you bull shiting me. It just sounded strange and like a lie. I've been feeling like everything is a lie. He's been acting real strange. I hope its.... Normal ( Read more... )

MY face hurts!! lol. from smiling too much. But I can't stop smiling. It just happens. OHHH THE PAIN!! thats what I get for being happy ( Read more... )