It occurs to me as I log in today that I think livejournal is the only place I still use the moniker 13fingers or any form of that old screenname. My old and dusty AIM name still exists but I talk to all of 3 or 4 people with that thing anymore. I suppose if I wanted to I could change my livejournal handle. I wouldn't want to confuse everyone that ( Read more... )

What have I been thinking about lately ( Read more... )

I like that spam replies for my very few posts have gone up quite a bit...

i've managed to condense my ideas and thoughts down to quick 140 character blurbs. and quick shared links on facebook posts. I've got more swirling around inside me of me all the time. I can't seem to focus enough to put it all down sometimes. I think up epic ideas and thoughts in my head but I never seem to put them down ( Read more... )

My brain feels wrung out. I feel like every conversation I have has to deal with some major issue or be some analytic trip into the issues at hand. At least a few times a week I have to talk to some random person on the phone regarding my dad's estate. If I had a nickel for every time I've heard some customer service rep or office worker spit out a ( Read more... )

My birthday came and went. And I can honestly that I truly enjoyed my birthday this year. Given all the things going on I was worried I might not ( Read more... )

My patience for anything and everything equals zero these days. I keep finding myself annoyed by the slightest things. I find myself nitpicking more than I usually do. I suppose I was like this before. I do hold people to a high standard sometimes. Even though I don't expect the same from myself. Hypocritical, yes. I realize that. That's a good ( Read more... )

Do you ever run through scenarios in your heard? Like a movie. Scenarios where you get to say all the right things. It can be anything from a discussion to a debate. It could be a moment that you'd like to relive, or a moment that won't ever happen. It could be a moment where you meet the person of your dreams or you setting someone in their place ( Read more... )

Where is my patience these days? On top of things feeling pretty hopeless I feel like I have no patience for anything. Not that I had any in the first place. I'm not sure where that went and when but these days I can hardly concentrate on anything it seems for more than a few minutes. Maybe I need some ritalin. I've got very little patience for ( Read more... )

Sliding into midday. The momentum I had this morning...er afternoon has waned. I'm feeling sluggish and not clear headed. Maybe it's my lack of real food to eat today. I had a horrible sleep the last towo nights. just as i would drift I would almost sort of startle myself or feel anxious or weird. I can't quite describe it. But the last two nights ( Read more... )