so home is possibly more miserable than school
i can't stand seeing my brother sick... i guess because i try to pretend he's not
it's not working.
it's not working.
it's not working.

i need to get out of this rut i've fallen into...

fuck you lymphoma

i've been sooo stressed with school lately but i have been putting so much more time into it, i really hope it turns out to be worth it. I was excited for this week to end because i thought my parents were coming to visit... but more important things have come up and lord knows i'm not mad.... i'm just holding on to the hope that sometimes people ( Read more... )

So i've decided to run a marathon this summer... its going to be intense, 26 miles, but i'm sooo excited. I wish it would get warm so I could train outside but i do love the winter if only we could have a big snow! this semester is going to be soo much work but i want to do well. I've also decided that i need to try harder to make friends, so we'll ( Read more... )

so this is killing me...literally...
i know its serious but i can't seem to make myself believe it
i do hate to complain...yes i know there are so many people out there that are worse off... way worse off
but this sucks....this really sucks...i'm sick of this disease.....i'm sick of being sick

fuckkkk fuck fuckkk fuck fuck fuck fuckkkkkkkkkkk ( Read more... )

mmm sooo sad Harry Potter is over....

O.A.R. tonight with some pretty sweet people!

summer don't end please i need these people....

Its all just too much to think about...
i want to go
i don't want to go
i'll miss you all
i won't miss any of you

growing up....i guess everyone has to do it huh?

mmmmkay thanks...

have fun

what the hell did i do?? really...

I love rock n roll and the blues and concerts...I can't wait

I was looking back at old entries....from 2 years ago
and omg i can't stop crying

i can never say sorry enough