new journal bloodied_x_up i have pictures of my new hair in there..you all should go look!

i'm making a new journal..so umm..i'll post the new name once i'v got it..and add you all

i just formed a band with cheryl about an hour ago called sx sells! woot woot! yes i cant even fully play bass yet...but (cheryl just fell down the stairs a sec ago) we got a drummer and i'm on bass..cheryl is singer..i still havent heard her sing so..humm...now we need a guitareessttttt...so yeah...I CAN PRETTY MUCH PLAY WHITE WEDING BY BILLY IDOL ( Read more... )

manly i'v had a really rough time so i have been spending my time on the computer reading shit...and not talking to really any one. as of now i don't feel the need to talk to things we call humans or any other such being. if i feel the need to talk to some one i'll call you or i'm you..other ten that leave me the fuck alone!!!!!!!

emma

I GETTING ME CELL BACK TODAY!!! PEOPLE SHOULD CALL ME 978 821 5950!!WOOT WOOT YOU ALL LOVE ME!!..LOL..JUST KIDDING

<3333Emma

i cry and there is nothing left i can do

i am not making this friends only!...yeah i tried making it public..but im sick of having to watch what i say..so im keeping Lauren and Frank on here..and thats it because there my best friends..but yeah


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ah i fuckin hate this! yeah my dad just called me and started trying to blam our fight all on me and pissing me off and he is liek see your rasing you voice to me now..and i was just like because im madd at you and i dont want to talk to you and he was just trying to be like i hope you wont be mad at me soon..and i never get to fuckin hang out with ( Read more... )

ahh! im deppresed again! though i was doing good..but was i ever so wrong..mhm..got into another fight with my dad and started to cry again..holding the urg to cut once more..im not ganna do it..im sick of having somthing wrong with me and allways having to feel like i need to harm myself and inflickt pain apon myself to just feel normal and happy ( Read more... )

today was cool sat with JJ at lunch..might go to the mall with Val later if we can find a way there,,yeah