I feel refreshed today. Though I am still a bit stuffy.
Desiree and Lauren say they are going to Corpus.
Should I go :/ I'm not too sure. We'll see what mother thinks of this.

I love being at my house, watching movies, with the greatest people i know.
I love laying on my futon along with my family.
It reminds of when things were normal.
For this one day it felt like everything was awesome. We all get along so well. I love yall.

I hope i go to school tomorrow. I need to.

________***CIGARETTES ARE GREAT WHEN IT'S COLD

I have the "flu ( Read more... )

my foot is asleep. i need cigarrettes. i don't have any makeup on. my room smells like cinnamon. i want it to get really cold outside already. i saw some old friends today. i shouldn't have skipped today. my lips are chapped. i can't find zachary. i might go to cody's with lauren later. i'm hungry. i'm stressed. my stomach is getting chubbier by ( Read more... )

Well hi there. it is after 12 oclock and i am still awake. i cant sleep. this sucks so bad. I want to talk to someone, ANYONE, but i can't think of one person who would actually talk to me this late.... maybe it's because i only have four choices. four friends ( Read more... )

So I'm not in skool today. Last night i felt so gross. I had a fever. I never get a fever. Zac came over and was acting like a fag bc of this picture he saw. how gay. Then he wants a kiss. For some reason he was really pissing me off. Maybe it was just cause i wasnt feeling good. idk.

I feel very confused right now. I had a dream last nite that ( Read more... )

So yea, i want to go to the movies today and the forgotten starts at 4:35. me des mike nick and whoever else wants to go, SHOULD GO!! yea i got to school late. i had to catch up on some sleep from last nite. ;)

<3.

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So as of last nite, mike and I are OVER!! I should have done that sooner but yaknow it took me a while to realize!

Hopefully things will gradually get better between me and friends. I noticed that Terry Berry is not really talking to me anymore. I hope that doesnt last forever.

I would just like everyone to know that I am truly sorry for what I ( Read more... )