sarah without livejournal.. just, isn't.. sarah.

[14thstreet]

i guess i'm just tired of hearing about how much i've changed. "tired" is the only word i can say that comes close enough to describing how i feel. i'm not angry. or even sad. maybe a little annoyed. mostly just, tired

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[bladetowrist]

I realize you're happy. I'm happy that things are going so well with you i mean honestly who wouldnt want one of their friends to be happy. Its not even a matter of missing how things used to be its just a matter of missing a freindship.i know that this friendship (or any friendship for that matter) all the people involved have to put something into it. UNDERSTANDABLE that people change and move on from friendships. All of us have changed big deal. All im really saying is PEOPLE and not just me people such as kaycee,MISS YOU. im not really going to sit here and pour my heart out to you because that isnt really the point of this. If you think you're pity visits are making you look like you're trying more than anyone in your relationships to make it right then please think again. Perhaps im not asking for us to be as close as we were i just want some closure if anything

[14thstreet]

i never said i was trying harder than anyone else. i just said i WAS trying, period. (whether my "visits" are of "pity" or not.)

i didn't even want to carry this on.. i guess some of the shit you said on your livejournal just set me off.
some of that was just flat-on LOW and untrue. i had no idea that anything was even going wrong, and then i read about how i "expect the world to worship the ground i walk on"?!!?? i wouldn't EVER dare making assumptions about you such as those and then posting them on the internet for everyone to see. but i guess that's just the way the earth is turning nowadays.

it's pointless to argue because we both obviously feel pretty set in our words. i just don't understand what it is that you WANT.
you don't want me to change.
you don't want me to "feel bad".
you said you wanted me to "realize" that i've changed, and i have.
"closure" is what you want?

okay. well what the hell does that mean, anyway?

[fleemaster]

Shit, all I can say is that YOU'RE ALL MY BITCHES.

[14thstreet]

all hail to Lord Fleenor.

(pisses herself and then falls over, swimming in her own urine)
we are not worthy.

[fleemaster]

Doesn't surprise me.

[hatred_cradled]

welp... i wouldnt really know if you have changed. ihavent hung out with you ( just you and me) ever.

[fivesix_six_six]

i sat here for a good hour trying to find the right words to say to you, but its hopeless.

its not like my opinion matters anyways.

its not going to accomplish anything.

[14thstreet]

whether or not your opinion accomplishes anything, it still matters.

i'm guessing you're upset with me, too?

[fivesix_six_six]

to be honest, i dont really care much about the fact that you've changed. its none of my bussiness. youre happy, im happy, so i figure things were meant to be this way, and we weren't meant to stay good friends.

but im just sad to see that you've turned yourself into another typical teenager. which, i guess isnt bad, but you were always above that.

[his_bloody_lips]

^said nicely, i agree.

[anonymous]

hey did u ever think that maybe u should just stop doing this live journal thing if its causing too much drama? i mean if people bug u enough to the point where you have to go off on an entry saying FUCK YOU FUCK OFF then maybe its not worth it? but if u do need something to share ur thoughts then how about u write a diary or something.. its the same thing your just dont have the world being able to read it? youre a hypocrite sarah.. and iv known u for awhile to make that assumption a fact.. and dont give me this bull shit saying ur a pussy for not leaving ur name.. i will if i want to but i wont because you dont NEED to know, but what you need to know is get your life on track and realize that people that care about u arent gunna leave u in the dust like u left them

enough said

[14thstreet]

you, are a fucking idiot.

[fivesix_six_six]

yeah, you're definitly a fucking idiot. shut up already. you have no clue what youre talking about.