i was going to think up a reason for doing this,
but then i realized that reasons are for dummies.
and i don't need one anyway.

louderlouder

editi seem to have confused some of you ( Read more... )

i'm leaving for new york city tomorrow night and there's a part of me that wouldn't mind crashing into the ground.

for the first time in my life, i feel like i have no true friends.. and the only person i know that cares about me, is my fucking boyfriend. livejournal hates me, and i fucking hate livejournal ( Read more... )

i guess i'm just tired of hearing about how much i've changed. "tired" is the only word i can say that comes close enough to describing how i feel. i'm not angry. or even sad. maybe a little annoyed. mostly just, tired ( Read more... )

i don't have to blow up on livejournal anymore because i've got a boy on the other end of the wire.

change is under-rated.
and i'm not sure if i'm down with this whole livejournal thing anymore.
it'll probably just be pictures from now on.
i feel like people are hanging on every fucking word i say.

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i love the wrinkles on your cheeks when you smile.. and the way you whisper my name when we're in a big group, calling me over like you have something to say, but it's just because you want to kiss me ( Read more... )

kris and i spent yesterday with thomas and brittany. this was definitely a good change from the usual huge group of people we spend our time with, because sometimes couples just want to be couples. being a girlfriend isn't so fun when you're in a chaotic maze of people and all you want is to go home and be alone with your boyfriend, and lately, ( Read more... )

i'm still waiting
for the lot of you
to understand
that it isn't ALL about
the clothes you're wearing.

oh. but other than that.
i still love you.

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