i don't understand how you can find it even remotely reasonable in your head to base every assumption that you've made about me on the things i put in this journal ( Read more... )

once again.

i slap myself in the face for creating some theory so long ago without any actual self-experience and then feeling so strongly about it.
don't listen to anything i say. i'm all talk.

this is real.

edit this post isn't supposed to have any negative undertones ( Read more... )

things were bumpy for a second,
and for the first time in a while i had a few doubts at my neck.

but we all learned to gracefully slide our heads out of our asses,
and things are looking up again.

i love you all.

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if you thought my reaction to all of this would have come a bit sooner ( Read more... )

( GUILTY! )

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it seems that i can't say anything about you
without feeling like i'm spitting out
that same old shit i used to spit on.

my goodness.
you've won me.

edit i. like. my. boyfriend.

today, i ( Read more... )

it's been a four-day weekend and i'm swearing to you,
it feels like a month has passed.

there are three more days of finals left, and then it's on with the summer.

oh. and in case anyone was wondering.
this whole care-free happiness isn't just a phase.
yes. i am still content with life.

lesss than threeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!!