Is it me or is there something about wearing your boyfriends clothes? Im sittin here in Jerad shirt witch is way way to big and for some reson it just makes me feel good. It smells like him and i guess that makes me feel kind of like he is here. Or maybe im just crazy. Im so in love its sad but I can't help it. He makes me happier than I have ever ( Read more... )

Im tired and cold but im always tired and cold. I think my blood is low or something i can't get warm ( Read more... )

I fixed my computer!! YAY Im so proud of myself. I think i actually made it faster also ( Read more... )

Im in such a great mood my prom dress came in today. It suckes that its a 0 and still to big though.

Valentines day was great. Jerad ask me to amrry him . He did it in the sweetest way ever and the ring is awesome!!!! Im so excited!! YAY!!!

WOW! Its been a while sence I updated over a month. Everything is ok i guess some stuff still suxs basically haven to live here. But i have all intentions of moving out in sept. I can't stay here much longer ( Read more... )

Im about to scream!!!! I hate parts of my life! Don't get me wrong there r parts I love but there are parts I hate. Well prettie much I hate Jeff. It is time for mom to choose and I kno she will choose him and that hurts a little. Im goin to ask her to pick and when she says him im leaven. It breakes my heart but I can't take it. Its so bad that ( Read more... )

Im realy tired!! I have been tired allday I don't kno y i guess i didn't get enough sleep this weekend ( Read more... )

Well we danced at the game and of course I messed up. My knee locked and I fell. Owell it was just carbon hill. But my leg realy hurts I hate my body im only 17 and it is already givin out on me ( Read more... )

Im so lonely all the time I hate it. Jerad is never around. I mean I totally understand he has school and work but I miss him. I miss him constantly. And I don't have any real friends I mean I have people I hang out with but I hardly ever talk to them. And Jessica live so far and she is always busy and I can only be friends with josh as long as u ( Read more... )

Well I look at dresses today. The gurl said to come back the begging of jan. Cause they will have more in. But I did get some new jeans that actually fit I was impressed ( Read more... )