This weekend was AWESOME!! Jerad got here at about 11 friday night and didn't leave till about 10:30 sunday night!! IT was great I can so see myself living with Jerad!! I love him so much ( Read more... )

I am so stressed ( Read more... )

Im tired!! As always!!

I hate undem I have decided this for sure!! school is gettin so not fun!!!
I miss jerad!! I worry about us but i don't Kno y! But I worry alot for no reason.
Jeff left last week witch is great! Jerad can stay now!! YAY!!!
I love sleeping beside him!! I sleep so much better!!!

WOW!! Its been a long time sence I updated, I just realy haven't had time.

I got my suprise sat and I was right it was a massage. I love jerad so much he is so thoughtfull.
Atlanta is this weekend Im excited.
Im still tired all the time i don't kno whats wrong it suxs.

OK People Jerad and I are not haven a baby. I wish everyone would quite say it cause it isn't true!!

The contest sat was great we made all ones. YAY!!!!!!!!!!!

I have been feelin realy alone latly!! Mostly when jerad isn't around witch is most of the time> I wish I could be happier.Maybe its hormones LOL!!

Ok I read the commments on my last post and I relized what everyones thinkin. Let me exsplain yes there is something going on no its not what everyone thinks. And no im not tellin anyone ( Read more... )

Ok I read the commments on my last post and I relized what everyones thinkin. Let me exsplain yes there is something going on no its not what everyone thinks. And no im not tellin anyone ( Read more... )

Im not even worried anymore. Well im not goin to say that cause im a little nevouse but not bad. i think once I tell mom it will all be ok. I mean she loves me and she will love me no matter what I hope ( Read more... )

Im so happy but im so worried. I want this so bad but i don't want to make anyone mad. i relize this is takin on alot but im responsible and i will have jerad with me . Im happy I hope he is ( Read more... )

I can't stop crying over the ugly danceline suits. Macfal pisses me off!!!! Mom pisses me off cause she doesen't care at all. Jerad will never see me in it ( Read more... )