I can't stop crying over the ugly danceline suits. Macfal pisses me off!!!! Mom pisses me off cause she doesen't care at all. Jerad will never see me in it ( Read more... )

~Im so tired ( Read more... )

I spent most of my weekend with jared or atleast my weekend nights. I think im realy falln for him. That realy scares me. I don't want to get hurt and I kind of feel like he is losing interest. That realy scares me even more. I got so use to sleepin wraped in his arms at night I woke up last night lookin for him. Then rembered he had left alot ( Read more... )

Well school has been maken me so tired I hate it. BUt OMG practice is worse. It takes all my energy just to stay awake ( Read more... )

Well today was the first day of school. It seemed so weird being a 11th grader. It didn't seem like i should be that old I still feel like a freshman. My first block is good cause im just a tutor so i showed peple around and I think english will be fun Ms. sides is nice and she taught my dad so thats cool. dance is ok but undem sucks. OMG he is so ( Read more... )

Im so dang tired. And I have to get up at 5 in the morning for work it sucks. But only 2 more weeks thank God. School starts Monday and I still have to buy more clothes. Im not excited. There are very few people I like at school. And the ones I do I already see all the time ( Read more... )

I had the best night last night. I like jarad so much. I realy had a great week end. He spend the whole time with me. It made me so happy. he wasn't away from me for more than 12 hour sence friday (yay ( Read more... )

Well I have to be at work at 1. Im goin to try and turnin my notice today. But i will probally chicken out. I don't kno what it is I just hate to be thought of as a quiter. but I can't handle dance and work. Maybe I will go back after the season is up I don't kno. I hate not to work but Im about to be 17 I have been workin almost a year I never got ( Read more... )

Hi everyone,
Im new to this. I can't really figure it all out so if anyone has any ideas let me kno please