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bored stupid
not really anything to write i'm just bored as hell and don't have squat to do besaides write i'm still umeployed despite my half assed efforts to get a job i'm about ten pounds heavier then i was on my deputer from hell parris paradisde island the home of the sun, the sand and the pit . all three of the peolpe i used to call friend have hauled ass ( Read more... ) -
a new day of the same thing
its basically been more of the same after my discharge from the marines two months ago. two months which i've spent sitting on my ass watching it grown spending ungodly amounts of time playing videogames i've spent about $1,500 on them in the past two months reading books mostly sci-fi novel like the halo books starship troopers and anything ( Read more... ) -
mellow man
well i have't done anything muchsince my last entry just hang out and slacked of and i.. i'm actually pretty mellow for once it's like i'm totally calm whatever the hell happens it was probarly meant to happnen so theirs no ponit worrying i'm just totally calm which for me is almost unheard of with any luck i'll gradute this year then i'm off to ( Read more... ) -
shit happened heres what
Man its been a while its feels like forever since i last updated this thing..man. wel anyway a lots happneded and i'll start at the begining me and my little brother got in a fight a fisr fight actually he puncehed me and i got the little basterd in a head lock we wrestled for a while before my aunt came out and procedded to scream at us and ground ( Read more... ) -
it sucks
it sucks ya know... you go though life and you try man you fuckin try so hard to be a good person to not go fuckin nut and kil someone jackass to be fucking happy to live your life.... and still no matter what i do no matter how much i want her she dose't want me back and she'll never want me ..........i'm so hopeless i'm a waste of life... -
wow i think my brain just died.....
there's something wrong with me today i'm flunking math, have an assolad of work due in two days my report card which is god afwul is coming in a couple of weeks i'am going to get supsended right after mid-term's none of which i've stuided for wil probarly have three back to back satuderday school's i've been late like 20 times this year my gpa ( Read more... ) -
WOW
what can i say todays a flunk i still came late to school i'll probarbly get supsended for getting sent to cap again my aunt will kil me and i have two reports due in the next 34 hours.....wow and i still feel pretty good i fully grasp the severity of my situion but i just don't care fuck school!!!!!!!!!! fuck it right up the fuckin ass!!! nothing ( Read more... ) -
god i'm pissed
today was fucked up!!!! first we had a power outage while i was asleep and my alarm clock got fucked up so i woke up late as hell and had to haul ass out of my house without even being able to brush my teeth or shower before !! so i hoffed it to the bus stop and waited ten fuckin minutes for my late bus which should've been been there nine minutes ( Read more... ) -
i still alive .........i think
merry fuckin x-mas ya bucha git's and all that hoilday bs any way just posting for the hell of it now.back in school after two weeks of bless and i think i'm gonna cry (not kidding)i had to force myself out of bed this morning and i fell still few half asleep no more well rested days for me anyway enough whineing and to anyone reading i truely hope ( Read more... ) -
please tell me........
well i'm already depressed yeah i know that fast i'm such a fucking loser it's really not even funny i'm just sitting here bored out of my skull thinking about what has and what could have been and depressed as all hell wondering a bunch of questions i cant answer or don't want to know the truth about. what the hell am i going to do with my life i ( Read more... )