i know nothing. this entire week has been just a blur. since i left the hospital ive just been floating around in a dream this is the first time ive been home. i would say that i love everyone that kept me alive over the past days, from like every one of my friends coming to see me at the hospital to the people who helped me when i got out and ( Read more... )

i cant believe its like 6:30 in the morning and i havent gone to sleep. my sleep is so fucked up again. im destroyed i got taken off my medicine i was that was keep me mellow and now im just fucking snapping ( Read more... )

its almost 4:30 in the morning right now. i just got home. the craziest shit just happened. Me, curt, dave and Matt Yarmosh just got back from downtown New Haven. we were walking around the streets, when dave said that he had fire crackers. so, i lit a few and we snuck up on bums that were sleeping and threw them at them while dave was recording it ( Read more... )

i love new years. so much fucking fun. im so glad i got to be with all my friends. so many fucking good memories burned into my head. we owned downtown and everywhere else we ended up. i love my friends.
my cellphone went flying out of my pocket 700 hundred times last night.

last night was so fucking good. i wish every night could be like that. i love traveling in packs. i thank my friends for getting my back last night, as expected. fuck that pussy. tuff kids like to talk shit to the smallest kid there, but he backed up pretty quick:)<3.

yoYO! HOLYshit this week is going to fucking own. and if your not a part of it, then fuck you. tomorrow i am going shopping with people and the more people the better:) so come alonnggg... THEN one day early this week is BKC day and everyone better hang out cause if u dont you no longer represent BKC.j/k. thursday is the HUGE party at my friend ( Read more... )

i just remembered..i cant WAIT until fucking BKC Day next week, and then Loren's parrrtty. OH my god.

vinny=508-3658.

fuckin' a' dude. it never fails. everything goes back to fucking shit in the end. start feelin ok for a while and getting your hopes back, just for the shit to come back around and hit you even harder than it hit u that last time. fuck it. you can't do shit about it, its fucking life. i swear though out of everything that is fucked up about me and ( Read more... )

yo yesterday was niicceee. although i felt like shit from not doing drugs, good friends pulled me out as usual. everyone hung out and went to a bunch of different places and took some pics and some vidz.i swear i dont know what i'd do without people like al and nick and a few others who know who they are who are most understanding about my drug ( Read more... )

boy have i learned quite a bit about the people around me over the past few days, as well as myself. well for starters, im done with fucking drugs, and it will stay that way, no matter what it takes out of me. no more smoking gay weed, no more drinking cause i never liked it anyways, and certainly no more hard drugs cause they're too good to be ( Read more... )