Some day you’ll know the uneasiness I feel
As you walk in through the door
The way I cringe and avert my eyes
As things fall to the floor

Some day you’ll know why I said to quit
The damage you’ve done to your lungs
And why I coughed and gagged that way
But by then, it can’t be undone

Some day you’ll learn how to bite your tongue
When ( Read more... )

You know, I try. I try to forgive, forget, and trust again. But why should I keep making the effort when I am repeatedly screwed over day after day? You deserve neither my trust nor my forgiveness, yet I want so badly to give it to you.. which is why I constantly find myself in this position. You'd think that since this is my future you would care ( Read more... )

I believe "in a thing called love ( Read more... )

Growing up by my father’s side
Loving every waking moment
Doing everything to earn his pride
What happens at home stays at home

A new addition to a family of three
Means changes in dad’s daily routine
All his attention diverted from me
What happens at home stays at home

Hearing cries in the middle of the night
Resentment brewing deep ( Read more... )

underline what applies to you

and I'm putting all of the "sort ofs" blue

01. I have a cell phone

02. I have a computer

03. I'm the youngest child

04. I am a chocoholic

05. I love earrings

06. I love black eyeliner

07. I love summer

08. I love the weekends

09. I can't live without lipgloss & chapstick

10. I can't live without music

11. I lived in ( Read more... )

Yesterday was 15 months for Nick and I and it sucked because I didn't even get to see him =[
I had a pretty stinky day and I was in a bad mood for most of it and I didn't get a lot of sleep.
I did, however, finish the AP Language paper, that was good. And I saw Nick this morning =]
Break is almost over and I'm not ready for it to be. I get to go to ( Read more... )

You know what I really hate? When you know you're bad at something and you're kind of sensitive about it and then someone goes and just rubs it in your face and tells you that you are. Like, gee thanks, I knew that, but thanks for reminding me ( Read more... )

Party over. Don't you hate it when you're having fun dancing in your underwear and some random guy shows up at your house to put in your new stove? I hate it. A lot. =[

Well. Anyway. I made it through last week and now it's time for "Spring" Break and lots of homework.  I haven't done anything exceedingly exciting. I hung out with Kristin and ( Read more... )

Grrr I was in a really good mood until I just typed this whole thing and it erased itself.

As I already said.. I basically went to school for Pre Calc today. Then we went on a field trip to see this really weird play and we went to the mall which was fun.

Yesterday.. I went to my dad's and I watched some movies that were really old but they were ( Read more... )

I feel like we shouldn't have school this week.  But we do, and I'm sad, and I'm tired.  Hooray, however, for half days and frisbee and food and Nick and walks and nice weather and Kristin and Liz and her license and Wegmans and Outlet Mall =].

I'm not looking forward to finishing this long week =[