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Restart. Clear.

I miss Rachel sometimes, and I feel really bad about it. I told Tres about her last night, it felt so good to have someone listen to me and hold me.

-drink more tea
-read more books
-try new thinks
-make habits
-ignore fear

fuck. fuckity fuck fuck fuck ( Read more... )

I'm procrastinating again. Badly ( Read more... )

SO Grandma Brandt is out of the hospital. The surgery on her ankle went fine, according to my dad, but she's going to be in a nursing home for a couple of weeks for physical therapy and rehabilitation, which I'm sure she's not happy about at all, since she was going to go see the great-grandkids in Indiana (my cousin's kids). Getting old must ( Read more... )

I wish I weighed 125 again.
I also wish I could live in lolcat world.

So I'm sitting here, being a fatty, and not doing chem, and not doing anything else either. I miss everyone I used to know. It feels like I'm making friends, and I love Tres to death, but at the same time with the friends I'm making, it feels different because we don't have those connections or that history that makes people really great friends.

I was reading the New York Times today ( Read more... )