so things are looking good. i just got a b on my bio midterm. i wrote a 15pg paper, and i don't have to turn in my art piece until thursday. i think now that i got all the back stabbers out of my life things are getting better. im focusing my energy on myself, and people who wouldn't fuck me over. i'm meeting a bunch of new people at state, and i ( Read more... )

75 of my closest friends, 3 bands, two kegs and a lobster dinner. Not a bad way to enter 21 if you ask me. Still need to hit up a bar, but I’ll save that for next weekend

Went to another show last night. that’s my life lately, pretty much get enough money to see the next band. It’s a pretty good life. Last night I went with jay, Richie, and rach. I had a blast, and it made me really happy that jay was having a good time. I know shit hasn’t been going so well for him lately and it’s nice to see him smile again. Now ( Read more... )

I went to the comadre show tonight! It was sooo great! I also beat my record, I stayed in this brutal ass pit for about 3 or 4 songs… granted punk songs are usually short. But it got me thinking about all the wanna be punks I use to chill with. I’m not a punk, and I never claimed to be. I’ve always marched to the beat of my own drum and listened to ( Read more... )

So it turns out roses don’t fix everything. Don’t get me wrong, it helped. It let me know that he cared, and that he was willing to fight for me, which is all I’ve ever wanted from a guy. But, it doesn’t help to do something nice, then say something mean two days later ( Read more... )

Is there anyone I can’t have?!? Sounds hella cocky… but that’s how I feel right now. Every guy I’ve EVER had a crush on I’ve either ended up dating them, or I could if I wanted to. I thought he was totally cute in high school… along with every other girl that went to Terra Nova. Anyway. he was telling me how hot I was last night. I didn’t say ( Read more... )

I found her! It took me two hours to catch her! It’s really frustrating when a rat outsmarts you for two strait hours. She’s not the same. I can see it in her. She hates her little cage and just want to be free. I don’t blame her, I would hate being stuck in a little tank all day once I got a small taste of freedom. Out of guilt I went to petco and ( Read more... )

I know I’m a little behind the times but I just got an AIM like 5 minutes ago. So be my buddy.
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I forgot how much I love and hate piano. I played today for the most frustrating 2 hours of my life. But god help me I love it.

you know how I was cutting shady people out of my life, well veronica was one of them. She myspaced me the other day asking why I deleted her, not wanting to get into it I told her I don’t talk to shady people. Instead of just leaving it alone she kept asking me, and I guess she asked jeff to, why I was pissed. I tried to explain that I was mad ( Read more... )