I feel this fire burning deep within me. I never wished a moment if I felt you had decieved me ( Read more... )

THE WHITE STRIPES ( Read more... )

It's been awhile since I've written and this one won't be long. I just wanted to say hi to anyone who reads it. And I do read your entries. (you know who you are) I'm glad you are feeling better I hope it sticks this time I think I've used up my bottle of glue. So many thoughts right now in my head. I feel like I'm changing for the better and ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder on days in April when the rain falls for May's flowers, why does May get the beauty when April works for hours? What about what April wants? Hasn't she waited patiently 30 days for years on end for her flowers to come? One day, when in that deafening silence of her existence realization falls, she'll cry us all away.

Spring Break is over, back to school. Brief recap of vacation:wore some beads, met some pretty cool people, had some excellent seafood, got a black eye, it was awesome. 5 more weeks of school and then I'm done; freshman year will be over. Worried about Lauren, but I know she will be all right. She is stronger than she knows. Bible class is ( Read more... )

Spring Break is coming! Two tests on Friday and then I am done! That aside, I really don't want to be single. I miss cuddling dammit. I just want a girl who isn't a super christian that I can connect with...is that really so hard? Met a pretty cool chick who obviously wants to rape me but she just isn't attractive. That may be shallow, I don' ( Read more... )

The hills across the valley of the Ebro were long and white. On this side there was no shade and no trees and the station was between two lines of rails in the sun. Close against the side of the station there was the warm shadow of the building and a curtain, made of strings of bamboo beads, hung across the open door into the bar, to keep out ( Read more... )

I am so tired. I really don't want to go to Bible today. My grandmother is having surgery today hopefully all will go well there. this week has pretty much sucked. I'm talking in circles. I wish I spoke up more often. Even in the most crucial situations I can't get the words to come out. I really need spring break. I need to clear my head. I really ( Read more... )

8:30 a.m. Plant Biology. Don't want to be here, It's been a rough week I've felt alot of something...I don't really know what I feel. It's not regret, but it is quite similar. It's a hollow feeling. My teacher sounds like she is underwater. I wish we could work. Read Hills Like White Elephants. I think that story hits the nail on the head. I need ( Read more... )

If I manage to make one entry a month I will be very proud of myself. I have to read the book of Luke today...the entire book of the Gospel of Luke...wow ( Read more... )