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new journal undah construction brunette_booomb
im serious. its friends only and ill kill this person who is harassing me. you fucker i dont appreciate this.

sooo angry.

and i miss Josh ='[
fucking people and their odd will to make my life a FUCKING MISERABLE HELL!!

i dont know why i did a friends cut. cos im thinking about making a new one ... again. BUT making it friends only cos... well i don't know. i have alot on my mind ( Read more... )

sorry peoples. but i just dont have the time or effort for half of this shtuff.
please dont take it personal and if you want to be added back on just leave a comment and im sure to add you back probably <3

FRIENDS:
_cult_classic_
anothersuicide
beatleparadise
jobassplayer
kramer87vh
missyglamtrash
motleyrose
osgiliathburns
poisonprincess
teenage_tigerrr
xsexy_psychox

please remove me off your lists

COMMUNITIES:
_fem_metalheads
_rockstars
classicmetal
cockrockers
crue_fiends
hairmetal_claim
icons
labyrinth_
miss___sixx
randy_fans
sixxaholics

im suprised at all these people that Ive known for so fucking long dont even know me. And some of them are just so fucking close minded that i cant say or think whatever i want. im not even allowed to like Ashlee Simpson. I cant honor died and hurt veterans on Veterans day. WHATS NEXT? NO CELEBRATING HANNUKAH ( Read more... )

i have alot on my mind. Mainly its myself. Im so unhappy with myself.
i just want to be pretty.

waking up without you here to smile back at me hurts worse than any disease ever EVER could.

falling asleep was killer too. Tell me what it takes to let you goo. Tell me wheres the paiin suppose to gooOoo *hums-to-self*

its gonna be a rough tough day thats for sure

Josh had to leave today. And... i cant take it any longer.

I MISS HIM SOO INCREDIBLY MUCH!!!

never thought id say that again.. did ya? Yup. i love him and i cant control my tears.. sooo im going to go. I dont know if ill go to school tomarrow. im dying. This pain kills so so much. i guess i feel upto it tomarrow ill update about everything. if ( Read more... )

so yeah busy weekend ahead i guess ( Read more... )

damn life is sucking ass for me. 'Nuff said

blaaah

<3 tootles