i hate how someone has to be missing from your life for you to miss them and i hate how you dont realize what you have until they're gone. I probably just fucked up the best person i have ever met for me and i dont know if i can fix it. Nothing big happened it just seems like our "relationship" wont go back to the way it was. i miss him. i hate ( Read more... )

im always jealous of everyone

today is his birthday... and im not gonna call him or anything bc its not like he would do the same for me..thats if he even knew my birthday...anyway last night kara had to babysit so i picked ash up and we went to pearl river and chilled there...then ben called me and i picked him up and we went back to karas aunts house..the parents were gonna ( Read more... )

god dammit i just wrote this whole entry on my amazingg weekend but it was deleted ughh...friday was pep rally ...dont really remember much of that, i remember that i almost walked up to kim and punched her but thankfully some people convinced me not to.. i still would have kicked her ass ; ) then after pep rally i had people over...alot of people ( Read more... )

im tired of everyone who i fucking care about leaving me in the end

i took my ferret to the vet today...they said she is a senior ferret so now she has to go every 6 months haha w/e ..

its so weird everyone is getting their schedules in the mail and i hate to say it but school is close. the only good thing is that im going to be a senior but everything else is going to suck so much. I cant wait to go to college ( Read more... )

why is everyone in this town so busy with being fake ( Read more... )

warped tour tomorrow!!!!!!!!!!!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RACHEL I LOVE YOU!!!!

you moved and this is when I forget to breathe
and all the things I've scripted,
they sound unfounded.