i am your doll,
dress me up.
throw me down on the ground.
and when youve had your fun,
put me back in the box to suffer.

a part of me died today.

im happy, sad, mad, confused, tired, awake.
i dont even know.

welll,

no more livejournal.
ever.

i dont think ill be using this anymore,
unless its to post pictures.

he just borke up iwth me
because my emotons are everywhere

so much for love.
my hearts broken.
and im odnw.

hospitle?

i canr sotp
having hpcing attacks
ive had thre.e
ai wanted lennie
or mark.
now,

my worlds always been black and white.
always & only two sides.
no inbetween.
no middles.

and.

i dont think there will ever be any color.
unless someone saves me.

anyone willing to help this lost little girl?

i think
i need to change some things about
myself.

IM SEEING WALLS OF JERICHO TONIGHT
&&&&&&&&
ITS MY FUCKING BIRTHDAY!!!!!!!

im leaving for florida tomarrow.
around 6 a.m.

im gonna miss everyone.

♥