I'm idealism and autonomy, which means that I'm Canadian apparently.

http://fireandice.environics.net/surveys/fireandice/main/fireandice.asp?surveyID=1


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It is said that everybody dies alone.

yes.  and we pay our rent alone 1 ......

and when we choose to face our fears - it always comes down to us facing them alone.

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1) I have heard that marriage could help with that, but surely I wouldn't know.

In verse

(in a 1 second glance did you see one word or two above?)

This test would be better with blotty ink or ink blots, to smudge my way to credibility a bit.  And now I will tell you what to do with your life (or at least I shall tell you what not to :P ).

Hooray. I committed my first real shoplift today (other shoplifts consist mostly of things like a few grapes, a bite of hot food etc.). But no today, I shoplifted a box of Advil.  I'm one of the few, the proud ..... *

* Although I admit I did it because the lines at the store were completely ridiculous :\  Like the store ought to be fully staffed at ( Read more... )

Again I worry about therapists having too much power over me (oh I'm only seeing one therapist - just not the same one I was before). It's troublesome. It's the pressure gentle and profound and subtly coercive, to change so much ... about things that seem ultimately arbitrary.

Constipation: non-shit happens.

hilarious - hey, hey, now, but it's the only thing that makes me smile

A basic belief of one therapist I know, is the importance of taking care of your body well enough first. No, it is not the only of source of psychological problems and yes it is largely irrelevant to me as I mosly do so anyway (except when I am borderline anorexic). He doesn't even believe in taking it so far as being a health nut ( Read more... )

I wouldn't mind keeping a journal. For afterward, when all those who have undue influence, shrinks and would be cults (exaggerating) .... have had their influence on me. I want to document THE WAY but I want to document the way ( Read more... )

Do you ever find yourself replaying a recording of a song you like again and again?

What is that all about anyway?

It is simply: the sublimated urge to practice.

(Musical practice will certainly make use of such repetition. It's what you were meant to do with your need for musical repetition: to use it for musical growth.)

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Interesting article on the subject: http://tinyurl.com/4xeol