ATTENTION. This is my last non-friends only lj entry. if you aren't my friend and wish to be added then leave me a comment on this entry and I will add you.

is there a way to make lj friends only without having to press friends only on the security option every single time I post?

I'm really happy right now.

COURTNEY. Come online! I need to ask you a music question.

this whole situation isn't fair.

it seems like I can't have anythign I want, without losing something else that I also want.

and its hard to make anyone understand what I'm feeling. Because no one wants to believe me.

um... yes. so Sam just went through all of his lines and blocking in act one (Except for the few pages of blocking we haven't done yet)--without a script, and he remembered not only his lines but ALSO his blocking ( Read more... )

I love my friends ( Read more... )

its always amazing how some people really really seem to want to make me even more upset when I already am really upset... wouldn't a friend want me to feel better when I'm upset instead of making it worse?

I'm really not ok. everything seems to have fallen apart all in a short amount of time ( Read more... )

I sorta feel like I get used and pushed around sometimes.

and that sometimes people don't understand me, and sometimes I put myself out for people a ton and they don't realize it or give me anything in return.

I really could use someone to talk to right now, someone who will just understand, because it seems like no one does anymore.