Well, today is another pointless day, I called back the woman I had an interview with, and she said she's still in the process of talking to the higher up managers for hiring me. FUCK why can't you just hire me now so I can get started with the rest of my life, FUCK . And the skating rink called, and apparently I owe them 1300$ and my parents are ( Read more... )

So, life is in a state of change right now. Change, even if it's tough, soul-wrenching change is always good. Nothing can stay the same forever, and when it does change you have to be committed to that change happening in a positive way for all parties invovled. The one thing that is making change easier in my life right now is a person that is ( Read more... )

So, just went out for an interview, it went well, but god damn I wish that employers would let you know on the spot if you have the job or not. The waiting and the tention is just retarded! It's nutty when your financial well-being is totally in the hands of someone other than yourself. FUCK I think I'll just figure out how to make sick hemp stuff ( Read more... )

Ahhhhh....nothing like a little core to wake you up when your sick as a dog! I'm tell'n ya I don't know what I'd do without it! If Norah Jones tried to wake me up with her music I would probably fall into a comatose state. Ah, I am so sick, but oh so happy too, 'cause I have this amazing person in my life that goes by the name of Mark. Mr. ( Read more... )

Today is a day, again like all days but yet so different. I am different. When someone very amazing and new comes into your life and it changes you, in a good way of course, it also changes life, and the days don't seem to be like all the rest. I am floating on a rocket of being reborn unto the world, with new eyes, and a rejuvinated heart,----- ( Read more... )