These training classes are terrible. They are horribly organized, poorly structured, not documented well, and poorly presented. These powerpoints must be from the fucking 80's - come on ( Read more... )

Since when tickets to see bands like In Flames and Fear Factory cost between 60-90 dollars? I can't even afford to go to shows anymore ( Read more... )

My life isn't beautiful enough. That's all it comes down to ( Read more... )

So I just spent some time talking to the leader of the program I am in. I talk to him regularly because he's invovled in many side project I do for the program ( Read more... )

I had to deliver another presentation to all the big wigs in Bradenton again this past weekend. This is the part of the job I really like - I love it. Though, it does harken back to my love of being on stage, entertaining, interacting and telling a story ( Read more... )

I recently received an article from a friend which is about modern work culture and it's influence, and synergies, with happiness, self-fulfillment, and 'success ( Read more... )

I've made a conscious choice lately to more or less return to my more introspective and sedentary wasys. I won't be going out all the time during weekends, and occasionally during the week, throwing money at waitresses and bartenders. I no longer plan to try in vain to meet people, only to ultimately have to cope with the icy cold feeling of ( Read more... )

So, some of you may know that I have a messageboard with some of my good friends back home. We use it for staying in touch, talking about work, times well meet up, events, everything ( Read more... )

So tell me - is it still considered drinking alone if you go out to a bar by yourself, but are surrounded with other people? People that came, met, and left with friends? People who already have their lives established and friendships created who really have no intention or desire to recruit a lonely, desperate wanderer into their ranks ( Read more... )

I've been so strong, I am strong, and I will continue to be strong - but that doesn't mean anything is getting better. The only certain thing as that I am building a tolerance for unhappiness, pain, and loneliness ( Read more... )