01. What did you do in 2004 that you'd never done before? umm, let me see.. i made relatonship last longer than two weeks ( Read more... )

yeah actually these holidays rock!! i am having so much fun :) today was sooooo hot i went down the beach with tassj, emma and reyer... lol that was a blast..... i stayed at tassj's last night she is so pumped about her first love moving back to mornington, so fingers crossed things go alright for her ( Read more... )

all is good.... haha with the exclusion of being ditched today, AARON... you owe me more than one!!! but all in all these holidays have gotten off to a good start, except the fact i forgot to pick up my report :S im dead.... ohhh well if i go missing blame my mum ( Read more... )

well i was expecting to be actually doing something these holidays but so far... nope completely uneventful, but hey still like 7 weeks left, right ( Read more... )

i am over trying to be happy, because even if i am, someone else is there to tear me down.... i dont wanna become depressed and lonely, because i have many people who care but, i am just not sure where i'm goin and what i'm gunna do, i am so sick of trying.... i guess i'm just not happy with the way things are workin or not workin ( Read more... )

yeah i dunno... it sux i have to go christmas shopping soon, i have so many presents to but yet i still dont have a clue.. Elise: well i dont know, maybe make-up or something (clueless) Tassj: not a clue??? Aaron: i have an idea but i have to chack up with tassj bout it ( Read more... )

okay for like the first time in like three weeks everything seems to be goin okay.. my friends are happy well happy enough, um as far as i know Aaron is happy... and i sure as hell know i'm happy, except with the exclusion of being extremly sunburnt.. yeah i dunno.. i do know that i am so keen for the holidays to start, school is just another ( Read more... )

yeah with the exclusion of tassj bring angry with me i'm really good... the past weeks i have to admit have been pretty fucked up but i think anyone can resolve their problems if they try!!! and trust me i have been trying, a few days ago i was sooooo over guys but now... well how when i complain when aaron makes me so happy... i had a great ( Read more... )

i think at one point sorry just doesn't mean anything to some people.... no matter how hard you try to explain that you are being honest..... i mean i not trying to purposly hurt people, it's just sometimes or should i say most times i dont think about how what i do actully affects other people.... i never ment to hurt any1 but yeah sometimes these ( Read more... )

OMG i cant believe how stupid i have been, sometimes i can be so self centred and believe anything, not only that but i nearly lost one of the best things that has ever happened to me.... when i think about how many people i have hurt i feel sick to the stomach!! so i have a few things to say.... Elise: listen i am so sorry, i should have told u ( Read more... )