well finally one of the shittest weeks ever is over..... my birthday was pretty cool tho, i go to camp on tuesday.. lol people recon i'm gunna hook up with trent while we are away but i don't think so!! i wonder what tassj and elise got up to while they were away?? haha probably terrorising the local bois... yep thats them!!! i saw my brother ( Read more... )

okay well i'm single.. much to my displeasure this week has been so eventful yet i havent enjoyed it.. I majorly fucked things up with Aaron and that was no-one fault but my own!! i cant belive i even thought bout the shit trent sed!! i am so over that part of my life i cant believe i would even think about goin back.. it's my birthday tomorrow, ( Read more... )

well i think that if you just kick back and relax life just kinda passes you by, at the moment i'm kinda up for that i mean yeah aaron and me are broken up, or not exactly.... i really dont know!! its like i love him and all but we are not together anymore, i dunno the whole concept confuses me but *smiles and nods* what can i do..fully 2 days till ( Read more... )

well, where to start..yeah i'm heart broken. me and aaron haven't broken up but its only a matter of time coz clearly its not what he wants!! i feel like im standing in the way of the perfect relationship, tassj and aaron deserve eachother but really where does that leave me.. i got my hair done :) and its my birthday in like 3 days yay!! i get my ( Read more... )

okay i think i just made a huge mistake.. i really dont wanna break up with Aaron, but i think the email i sent him might of well scared him off!!OMG i have made a huge mistake i am tottaly scetching... ergh, i suck.. i am such a loser!! i wanna give up and call it a day.. well im gunna go
love always
anita
xoxoxox

mm i dunno something just feels off at the moment!! i guess im just not myself.. i feel really bad coz i was being the biggest bitch to aaron on friday, if ur reading this sorry babe!! i am also like worried bout elise i dont think she realises it but she is so close to making the same mistakes i did i just dont want her to turn in to the trent ( Read more... )

yeah well my weekend was very eventful!! it was aaron and mines one month which was umm meh!! haha nah it was fun as!! even though we kinda had a fight, well not exactly i just got cut at him, well im over it know so it doesnt matter! i have been so sick the past few days!!yuck..... i hate it!i am missing tassj like crazy, and Aaron, yeah well im ( Read more... )

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well today, mm okay before i was really pissed off but know i dunno i am just more upset, i wanted to you know spend time with aaron today and that really didn't happen. At first i was so angry that he would blow me off like that, but then tassj sed there was no point of gettin angry coz well it would just start a fight and well she was right. i am ( Read more... )

mmm yeah where to start, i dunno for some reason something feels off, i dont know what it is im just a mess.. i worried bout aaron, in his LJ he is like getting death threats!! lol he i dunno has just been acting different dont ask me what it is, coz really i dunno. elise making me worry, i want her to be happi but the way shes acting makes me ( Read more... )