So as for Matt...we're hanging out again. Specifically, last night. It was a really good time. After not seeing each other for a few weeks, I was beginning to worry that we wouldn't talk again, but then I finally decided to talk to him online, and it went really well. He called me last night to hang out, which we did. We went to look park, and ( Read more... )

Pick a band and answer using on their song titles ( Read more... )

I was drivng through Leeds today, and I stopped at at stop sign. I thought about Matt for a minute or so, and I looked out my drivers side window and there was a Monarch butterfly flying against the glass. It flew past my windshield and went away. I realize that doesn't make much sense to anyone, but it makes a lot of sense to me.

"It's currently...6:15 in the morning, and I just wanted to call and tell you that things aren't going to work out. I'm really sorry, but you just fucked shit up, and I'm not going to tell you why right now. I'm just going to let you bawl your eyes out before your trip to the hospital this morning."

1. Who are you ( Read more... )

I went to Vermont this weekend. It was good to see my boys again, and some other boys who I don't see that often. I had fun. I don't feel like writing much else.

I think it's over between Matt and I...or so it seems. I have yet to find out.

I hope I'm wrong.

I wish I was capable of understanding myself better. I really do. Sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy. When I get into certain moods, I turn into this stubborn bitch who I HATE. She lashes out at the people she cares about the most, and shuts herself down when people try to help her, and she's just too negative. I want to just erase that ( Read more... )

You know what I hate? Movies. Okay, I don't really hate movies. I just hate specific things about certain movies. I saw The Sisterhood of the Traveling Pants yesterday with Viviane. The part where Costos tells Lena he loves her after knowing her for like...a month. WHAT THE FUCK?! That doesn't happen in real life!!! Love and relationships ( Read more... )

VIVIANE AND AMELIA LIKE TO RUN AROUND NAKED