Hi there! Just checking in, haven't been on this thing in a while. Plus there is some very exciting news ( Read more... )

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This week has just been so beautiful! And I am hoping it sontinues until tomorrow. It's my aunt's birthday party, and there is a pool involoved. :o) I think today I am going to weed the flower bed, even though I don't have any flowers for it, lol. At least it will look better! After that I need to get ready for work. I'm working at the bar ( Read more... )

You know what? My life must be boring. hehe I keep wanting to post, but nothing seems worth it! Now, I'm not saying I hate my life, I am very happy actually. Well, I got my first sunburn for the season! YAY! *lol* At least it isn't a 2nd degree burn like I got last Father's day at Ceder Point. Now that was sucky. I am going to a wedding in ( Read more... )

I am happy for you that you are happy. You really hurt me, and scared me. None of this is going to be coherent.... My life has taken a bit of a turn itself. In a good way. I defiantly never thought I would be where I am right now. It’s good to hear from you. (I don't want to sound harsh) But I was kind of expecting it, it seems to go in yearly ( Read more... )

Best Valentines Day EVER! Derek got me a dozen white roses and my fav chocolate :o). Then we went to Big Buck Brewery (too bad we couldn't have any beer tho, but the server tried to sell us some before we told her that was bad *lol*) Next came the movie, we ended up deciding on Troy. I figured it was the best choice, something for both of us. ( Read more... )

So today I had this really weird dream, actually it felt like a nightmare. All of my friends, including Derek and my mom, abandoned me, betrayed me, shot me down, or did not even care that i was right in front of them. Now, I have not been able to shake this weird, scared, feeling all day. Was this dream a reflection of what is really going on ( Read more... )

So ashley has this party tonight. I am most likely going, only if Derek will be there when i get off work. I feel kinda funny going, and a little pissed. I haven't talked to ashley for like a month. Not since i moved into my aunts house. I feel tottally taken advantage of, andi feel like my time and energy was wasted trying to help her. I can' ( Read more... )

Hi everyone. I am really bad at this live journal thing. But, it's okay. My life is pretty boring. I moved into my aunts house (almost a month ago now, wow). My room is the shit. It is like a studio apartment, only alot smaller. lol. I guess dorm room would describe it better. A dorm suit. Yes thats it ( Read more... )

You know. I can not wait untill i move o my aunts house. Ashley will be iout of my space, and hopefully our friendship heals a bit. I feel so bad for he, but she really isn't making this easy.

Right now just isn't good for me i guess. Although Derk and I are doing great. I'm so happy! But got to go. Talk to you later! *MUAH!*