So many lives...
so many different times
one year to the next...
and then it all changes

gotta keep up
keep up
motherfucker

and I'm reminded

"It all comes down to nothing"
"It all comes down to nothing"
"It all comes down to nothing"

Two Faces

Bruce Springsteen (Tunnel of Love 1987)

I met a girl and we ran away
I swore I'd make her happy every day
And now I made her cry
Two faces have I

Sometimes mister I feel sunny and warm
Lord I love to see my baby smile
Then dark clouds come rolling by
Two faces have I

One that laughs one that cries
One says hello one says goodbye
One does things ( Read more... )

Hello darkness, my old friend
I've come to talk with you again..
Because a vision softly creeping
Left its seeds while I was sleeping..
And the vision that was planted in my brain
Still remains..
Within the sound.. of silence.

In restless dreams I walked alone..
Narrow streets of cobblestone..
'Neath uh halo of a street lamp
I turned my collar to the cold ( Read more... )

Stirring
In the soot.. As it lingers..
And Darkness surrounds
The pissing fiend
Comes to play
Is he planting seeds?
Or digging a grave?
He'd more competently see
Not, sifting through a wall..
Or some idle, menacing clinch..
A simple mirror..
Would server him better.

Another day sent straight to hell.

Dave Matthews Band
Sugar Will 7-3-04

I stood in the way..

You were whispering to a friend

I..Walked into the room you quit and

Now my head is spinning

You knew..

Sugar will.. poison

Sugar will.. kill you

Too much of a good thing..

Maybe not? So…

Sweet.

So then I rolled out of here

I drank myself comfortable

And planned how I would ring ( Read more... )

I am truly a monster.

Do me a favor...

A bullet in my head

Or a knife in my back

Arched or not

Friend Lover Bitter Remorseful Sensitive STALKER JUNKIE

always look'n for my next fix...

Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock Tick Tock . . .

Another trip down memory lane today..er..yesterday. Clarity is nice. I really don't enjoy this obsession, but at least it's getting worse.

Maybe I can sleep today?

A verdict would be nice, be it guilty or acquitted.

Mmmmm...I'd REALLY like to play with my weapons now..

Though I'm trying my best to leave them be.

...as my hand quivers...