ok so an update for those who will read ( Read more... )

ok i am updating, i am looking at colleges well trying to and thanks for reading, hope all is well
one love

DOES it really matter if I post things on here anymore? I only know of 3 people who would mabe reply to this... i am just curiouse to who is actually interested in what I am up to now of days...

I am leaving as soon as I can,

growing up too fast, will throw your off trCK.

FEAR IS A HEavy burden to carry

ine i want to throw off a bridge

cuts and bruises out side heals

chilling winter
love a thrill

trust, my escape, to an everlasting place.

thrown out of a "eutopian" society.

when will everending cease to be?

justt so yall know i no longer have the internet at the house and so i'll be using the schools and tylers computer when i can. also i have no more basic cable... i think me and my sisters should hang out!!! soon!!! nad kayla and all the other people i dont see much, and my car is mixed now 2. well peace ( Read more... )

what are all these inadiaquate decisions? what is the mismerization of a feeling ( Read more... )

it's my bday and i'm kicked outta my house for a week cause my grandma dies last night and so my mom went to tenessee and i cant miss school so my step dad said i couldn't stay home so I have to stay with my other mom aka moms best friend

love is a battle ground with bullets in the air. your lover is the guy with the sniper whhose bullet hits you, and then is the guy who bandages you up and heals you heart. just depends on how long it takrs, i hate arguments, i wanna puke after words, not like i dont desirve it, i mean i am jst so worried i start them i guess, i dunno.

so it was nice talkingto meggy on the phon about anime n such, i wish i were more involved with my 2 sisters, in a way i feel way left out but i guss it's my fault, i really don''t have a strong bond with nw one except tyler, n it's sad because they are family and i dont even see them, i would drive to see them but i dunno it's scarry to drive that ( Read more... )

i had a great new years cause i spent it with my lovely boyfriend! we toasted applejuice together and did that marriag cross thing lol he didnt know what it was and we shot streamers and kissed all at midnight! it was great, it was my first new years with a boyfriend! it sucks cause christmas i was in tennessee and didnt gt o se him, but oh well we ( Read more... )