so things vhave been really rough lately an di am on the virge of cracking ( Read more... )

so i havent slept all night ( Read more... )

Well i want you all to know.

i should chang emy icon.

but im not ogign to.

this seems like a good place. to let my feelings out.

and not have "HER" read them.

shes leading my life for me.

and i made the biggest mistake of my life.

i just want to take it all back.

So the bitch made me delete my space.

oh well you win some you lose some, ill be back soon i promise....

Its not that i dont enjoy blogging every second of my life....... but i decided that this calls for a blogg ( Read more... )

Ok, so today ( Read more... )

okay so 2 nights ago, i didnt sleep, lets not elaborate anymore, but lets just say i feel controling. She tells me i shouldnt feel this way but its just gonna happen. but i got to see the love of my life on friday and we saw the bes tmovie in the universe. (the Producers ( Read more... )

okay looooong time i know, not too much has happened tho. Amber went to GA but will be back tomorrow, i knwo the day after her b day. sucks.. oh well, im not allowed to date Amber says her mom. but for once im gonna say eff her mom.. hahah lol. beyond that tho, christmas was okay, i got my laptop, and my nano, and my lettermen. so it all worked out ( Read more... )

okay sooo. long weekend, not really, but alot of food!!!! eww i think im gonan throw up. had to close the past two nights and i requested of the 22nd - the 2nd because i am gonna be too depressed to work. lame! Cassidy works with me now, and its crazy to work with yoru ex.... her boyfriend wants to fight me or somehtijg stupid liek that. i say ( Read more... )

okay so its been a while scince my last update, but after Amber got grounded i kinda didnt want to go on th ecomputer. But shes at Church so i have nothign to do. well i went christmas shopping and started getting some things, but other than tat not too much has happened. i have another hot date this friday with the love of my life. but i need a ( Read more... )