So I started my summer job at a greenhouse last Tuesday. Let me tell you, I'd love nothing more than to kill myself right now. It's brutally hot, dirty and hardcore slave labour. My first day when I came home, after I laid in bed at 5pm I didn't wake up until the next morning. Also, not to mention I work with plenty of Migrant workers who tell me ( Read more... )

I've reached a point in my life where I've finally met all of my long term goals I set almost two years ago. It feels good, it really does. One main one being to go back to highschool for a year, cut myself off from shitty people and work as hard as I possibly can. I've done that, and it's shown. I officially got into the 4 universities I applied ( Read more... )

all i feel like doing everyday is waking up, going to the beach and putting my feet in the water. then, coming home opening up the windows listening to wilco on repeat and falling asleep. thats it, nothing else. i can't do anything else right now! i won't tell you whats new in my life since i've last written here in january. it does not matter.

This last month has been hell.

I'll always remember the time the boys from work picked me up. We sat under the stars and listened to jazz music. They made a fuss at first, but they loved it after a few minutes. It made my night as much as I'd hate to admit it ( Read more... )

Opa came out of the hospital yesterday. I went to go pick him up. He was so happy to be home, but I wanted him to rest. He insisted on playing the accordian to me while I opened up my presents. We had a good time. After I went to my Grandma's. I haven't seen her in two years. We didn't talk. She just stared at me. All of my cousins, and aunt's were ( Read more... )

Tonight was quite the night, let me tell you ( Read more... )

I called you. You sounded weak. I asked if you would be okay. You answered: I was just there Saturday, and I was fine. I came home, and now I am ka-put. Do you know what ka-put means? Ask your daddy, he knows what it means. Jennie it means I am broken.

Opa is broken.

Merry Christmas.

I haven't had much sleep in the last few days, although I don't seem to mind. Thursday night at midnight I celebrated my birthday. I stayed awake for most of the night making a mess with the paints. I created this.

( Latest creation )

I haven't updated in nearly a month. Rob has tagged me, I guess this was a calling to write something; even if it was only two sentances ( Read more... )