Things are SO much better now than they were when I last posted. I now do the 5:2 diet and it's working wonderfully for me and I've been able to maintain for 9 months doing it :)

So i've came to the decision that i AM going to get better. No more starving myself anymore, I have too much to live for. I'm going to need a lot of support but i know i can do this!

must start updating again...

I've done pretty well this week and lost 4.5lbs
I feel like i should be more happy, but for some reason i just feel kinda blah about it.
I donno, it's progress right?
I'm at 121 lbs now. x

Ahh i'm so bad I know.
I've ate WAY too much over xmas, and put on god knows how much weight (im not going to weigh myself til this time nxt week).
Starting tomrorow though, i'm going to be on my way to a thinner me! And this time im going to make it happen!! x

Well so far so good..no binging and it's going to stay that way!!
It's only almost 12pm and i've ate an apple, a bag of veg (85 cals). I'm going to have a banana at about 3pm and then soup about 6pm.
Wooo i hope i can go this whole weekend without having a major binge, it'll be the first weekend in a long while.

Well today has gone to plan so far, i just havnt ate the soup yet..will do that soon.

I've decided not to weigh til Tuesday because the sodium from the soup might make me gain..Idk, i prob wont be able to wait that long though.

Well hope things are going ok for everyone.

I've decided that tomorrow i'm going to have an apple and banana at work and then when i come home have soup (thats about 250 cals ( Read more... )

Wellll this morning i was 118.6 =D
I'm sooooooo happy.
Today i've ate a little more but i still wont be over 1000, i'm just not going to weigh tomorrow and then restrict a little more tomorrow...so hopefully that'll give my metabolism a boost =)

Ok so i know i said i wouldn't weigh myself til friday, but i couldnt help myself today.
I weighed in at 119.6 which isn't that great i know but it made me happy just to get back to 119 after that awful weekend.

Todays gone good too so i hope to at least be 118 by friday!!