I'M DONE!!!!!!!

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i dont want to talk to him anymore. its not the same. its hard. i just want to let him know i still feel for him. i crave him. i miss him. i love him

it makes me want to go back to where i was before. and i cant. because that just causes drama. and thats not what im about.

people dont realize what i do to make things peaceful. i sacrafice a lot. ( Read more... )

01. Reply with your name and I will write something about you ( Read more... )

im making a good list.

i need positives. (not in order)

these are things that get me through life

-michelle

-jen

-mike

-dan

-andrew

-friends

-music

-laughs

-hugs

-sleep

-smiles

-rainbows

-night

-fridays

-family

-blink-182(there unlike music, they are my fill in the blank)

-God

-sunglasses

-stupid things

-comedy

-adam sandler
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i fell in love today.

with my new sunglasses.

today was fun. my friends are cool. i love them. all of them.

i love michelle. i love jen. i love andy. i love dan. i love mike. i love julian. i love them all. they are all amazing  people. i know i left some out. suck it up.

oh how i love riding in the car listening to music. it is my ( Read more... )

right now. nothing matters

im so incredibly happy.

you dont even know.

not just because its summer.

but because i passed. because i know

that she does care. its not a front.

because of what they say. because i know im loved.

because i know im making a difference. beacuse i love.

I'M SOOOOOO HAPPY!

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so im sitting here. smelling like a fucking (thats right, kayla cussed) pig. pissed off. angry, rather. actually. i feel like crying, i feel like dancing, i feel like yelling, i feel like breaking something. im just a big mess.

when they told me i need to back to the pills.. wow. ( Read more... )

our days are running thin ( Read more... )

so again. im sitting here. thinking about him. i miss him so much. its making me sick. i need to see him. but i dont know whent the next time  i see him will be. hopefully soon.

i hope she knows im not using here for a ride. because if i were her i would think that i am. but i really am not. (does that make sense?)

anyways.

im not using her for a ( Read more... )

im so excited. i might see him tomorrow. (i spelled it right!) also. yesterday. the best in a while. since the first friday with him. its helped. it really has. im so happy that things are ok.

im still confused about the other him though. i dont know what to say or do. i think i should tell him i know but then that will get her and the other her ( Read more... )