whos job is it to judge?

my sisters married, shes so happy.. i envy her. i hate envy. but i mean, im sooo incredibly happy for her. it seems to me that.. (and this is especially the case at the school that im in) that people just need to have someone in love with them. if you dont have someone in love with you, you're constantly doing the things that will get you ( Read more... )

i have to write a speech for my sisters wedding and i dont know what to do

i dont understand how people cant be aware that the way they say certain things AFFECTS PEOPLE. people are so sensitive.. and if you act annoyed or amused or delighted people pick up on it! so if you say something like 'you cant do that' - - thats obviously a negative thing to say right.. so then dont say "and dont take that as bitchy" because not ( Read more... )

LIFE CAN BE SO FUCKEDDDD SOMETIMES.

rest in peace willow

why is so much of life about having a life partner

ive decided to really try and make some goals for my own personal growth. i go on and on about things that disappoint me in myself and other people.. but i kind of just sit around in the goo instead of trying to scrub it all off. im going to start being more aware of things i do that cause myself and others stress.. and seeing if there is anyway to ( Read more... )

ive been having the weirdest fucking dreams lately. ive developed this skill to become somewhat conscious of the fact that im dreaming.. and become somewhat in control of everything thats happening.. it gets frustrating though because im not completely in control, just somewhat.. so like say im redecorating my room in my dream, and i move a picture ( Read more... )

did he keep telling me how 'pretty' i was because he wanted to sleep with me or because he meant it ( Read more... )