i miss a lot of things
i miss 

• having the couple friends i had. was never jealous of those who have a gang of 5 friends to be their bff.
• the big city, any big city right now.
• my parents and seeing them, sometimes
• my family, i haven't seen them in months, some since the holidays
• going to mass with my aunt, but going to mass in general

my bday was lame AS EXPECTED ( Read more... )

i hate the valley
i'm ready to move
sick of the rain, sick of the very careless and rude people, sick of the drivers, sick of everything
i can't wait to move back to a big city: austin, san marcos, or san antonio
i'm a city girl, not a valley girl

i've been having the urge to smoke and get drunk, but mostly smoke
bc my boyfriend doesn't like when i used ( Read more... )

 i'm not even looking forward toward my birthday tomorrow.
this is the worst week ever, i getting shit from all angles. i just had a huge fight with my boyfriend, which i hope will never happen again, but we made up for it this morning ;) but still it still sucks when you fight with the one you love.
work sucks, i get shit from everyone, i fuckin' ( Read more... )

 my birthday's coming up...21 ( Read more... )

1. First Name: Lindsey

2. Age: 20...21 in a month & 3 days

3. Location: Mercedes, TX...but hopefully not for long

4. Occupation: Family Service Counselor, but persuing Funeral Directing  & Embalming

5. Partner: Robert Thomas Canales. My one and only and soon to marry.  He's 28 y/o and is a Store Manager for Zumiez skateboard and apparel shop, hence the ( Read more... )

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i FUCKING HATE this shit
i feel so INSECURE about our relationship and nothing seems like it can fix it
i try my hardest and my best to try to resolve my problem with this issue but i can't
i wish i could
i wish my man would see whaat i see, feel what i feel and not treat me like he does
I DON’T GET IT
i dont get what his mind think and what he brains ( Read more... )

this beginning of the year has been going super slow ( Read more... )

this year's holidays feel empty ( Read more... )