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weekly update....

wed i marched into band practice:-/....ugggh i fuckin hate it...

thursday came and went while meeting up with old friends and havin another ( Read more... )

journals finished...leave comments and suggestions plz...if anyone has a better picture to go with those lyrics let me kno ASAP plz...i sure wudnt mind...

regular day. wanted to drive to rochester tonite but dont think thas gonna happen:-/....back to school thurs...2 whole days left:(

miss ya all....

p.s i got a new screen name...im me on my ( Read more... )

its as if im ripped apart, i am no longer a whole as a person, my other half has been ripped away and out of reach. as if someone has stolen it and taken it for themselves, for their selfish ways, but in reality its me with my selfish ways, and to think i cud keep that half all to myself....

....not any more...

shes finally gone.....:(

boy i ( Read more... )

TOP HEADLINES OF THE WEEK.

JUST FRIENDS? OR MORE?

etta and adam break up again, for the 2nd time both deciding that relationship is better off as friends then anything.

LYNARD SKYNARD ROCKS MEADOWBROOKE

lynard skynard appeared yet again this year at meadowbrooke aug 25th, with opener 38 special.

NEW DRIVER ON THE ROADS, MANIAC OR MELLOW?

etta ( Read more... )

so children what have we learned today?

that im...

lazy

FAT

stupid

useless

blond

a "fucking bitch"

i do nothing

selfish

500 pounds

.....and many more things i wont say....

let this be known, this is what my MOM says about me.....

and she wonders why i dont eat....:(

damn this shit im so sick of it...i dont get it. it dawned on my today im big and i fuckin hate the way i look, even my friend said i was big, but i cope with it well:-/...

u kno how that made me feel? really shitty.

im gonna loose weight one way or another, it aint gonna be healthy, but ima do it.

i hate being a fat chic, i never think im good ( Read more... )

lets see...i havnt updated the past few nites because basically it all wud have been the same as the last 2 updates...tired...sore...hott....etc...

ummm today was the last full day of band camp...tommarows our show if anyone wants to come?....

11:30 at the football field at the school...:)

plz do??? id love it....

i had to leave early to babysti ( Read more... )

lets see...wiped...sore...dirty....tired...etc

the same as yesterday? but 2 times worse

so whats today everyone

BAND CAMP DAY 2!!!

4 more to go...:(

hmmm...sore...tired...hot...dirty...nasty...achy...need i say more?

so what was today??

BAND CAMP DAY 1!!!

only 5 more left to go...ugggh

nite....

*Little Ana*

Little Ana beauty
With her little Ana dreams
Sewn into the lining
Of her little Ana seams.

Little Ana's sleeping
In her little Ana bed
Trying to flee from nightmares
In her little Ana head.

Little Ana runs away
From every Ana fear
And Ana's cheek is shimmering
With every Ana tear.

Little Ana's lost inside
Her little Ana maze
And someone has thrown ( Read more... )