YEA FUCK ME IM A TOTAL FUCKING MORON AND LIKE ALWAYS I FUCK MYSELF OVER AND WELL I GUESS THIS IS IT TIME TO FACE THE WORLD AND FIND MY TRUE COLORS.....WELL MY CHOICES ARE TAKE MY OWN LIFE AND SPARE EVERYONE THE CONSTANT TORMENT OF MY PATHETIC EXSISTENCE.......OR END IT WITH HEATHER AND KILL MY SOUL SO0O EITHER WAY I LOSE EVERYTHING WELL IF ANY ONE ( Read more... )

hey um yea im just sittin here sick lol stupid heathers cousin u suck u got me sick but w/e i got to skip 6th period haha hell yea cause i didnt do my project and my parents gave me pain killers yay i like pain killers lol so0o yea heather u need to get more time on ur phone or at least call me ya know... lol well its ok but yea i tried to send u a ( Read more... )

Hey everyone i havent done this in a long flippin time but i decided now would be a good time ok well yea as most of u know i spent the weekend with the girl of my dreams *Heather* and omfg it was so0o much fun exceptthe few parts and only heather knows about that lol yea well now its over and shes back in vegas and again i am in hell and all i can ( Read more... )

Hey everyone whats kickin? lol nothing here just updating my journal cause i hafta keep it up to date lol ok so0o0o the Phrase of today is "Ahhh where are my pupils" lol kinda lame but funny "thanx Rooster *cough JEW cough* lol jk but yea thats todays laterz i love you heather and everyone else your all just here for the hell of it right

Hey everyone today is just today i got kicked outa my room for my aunt so0o yea todays phrase is..."quagmier" lol ok well thats all for today bummer aint it ok well i love ya Heather and the reasy of ya laterz
~*~John~*~

Hey everyone once again im an idiot for thinking god would ever give me a break cause yea you know my family has their way of ruining an otherwise perfect day so0o yea today is just another bummer! oh well thats life with my family so0o fuck them i disavow every last one of them so0o yea laterz all
~*~John~*~

Hey everyone today has been the best day of my life and omg i love it lol ok well before i go into it ill give you the word of the day.... and todays work is shazoom lol complements of my nazi wit jewish rents lol ok but today has been the best day of my life and its so0o0o kool ok like first after school i went and got a new CD and my friend gave ( Read more... )

Hey everyone its you know who here and i have a few things to say for one im tired cause i was on da phone wit da love of my life lol but yea i was talking to Heather till 6 in da morning but im not complaining i had a fun time talkin to her even tho we talked about pretty much random shit all night and that was a blast and ok heres todays phrase. ( Read more... )

lol hey everyone hows it kickin? Pretty good here cause i got a new board now i hafta wait for da rest of it lol oh well thats what happens when you order shit lolz oh well today im gonna start something new like on sesame street their will now be a word and/or phrase of the day so0o yea the phrase of today is "E Fool" lol so0o yea ok now something ( Read more... )

Hey everyone im just sittin here wit nothing better to do soo ima write about any yea well heather im sorry i didnt answer my cell when you called i tried to but i dropped it and da batery like fell out i guess iunno but it died which is gay. im sorry i didnt answer but yea dont be mad at me about it kay id call you back but it wont stay on when i ( Read more... )