I really haven't posted in this journal much lately or at all. I read through the old entries and I remember a time when I was upset, sad, and frustrated. Fuck that. Not anymore. I'm excited to meet someone new. Fingers are definitely crossed. It's 6:37 in the morning and I can't sleep. I fell asleep around 3 and then woke up around 4:30 and just ( Read more... )

It has been.........forever since i've last posted an entry. Tons of things have changed, but you probably already know that by looking at my myspace and xanga. I've been talking to a really cool girl as of lately. Which is great.

Today was offbeat with a big event. I feel better for doing it now though. It's not too much to ask to just have some reassurance. Feelings will be spared in the end of whatever is to come. Broken hearts and insecurities are a thing of yesterday. I'm starting to wake up to it all.

Last night was fun. Things happened. I won't talk about that. Today was boring. Woke up at about 10, Frank went home. I went back to sleep, woke up to realize this might be the worst day of my life. Cheer me up?

Thanks for keeping this from me for so long. Thanks for all the broken promises. Thanks for all those times you ruined my day. And most of all, thanks, for ruining my life.

It's been awhile since i've updated this journal. Alot of things have changed. I have my own website now. Still getting the hang of that anyway. Figuring things out about myself. Like who are my real friends and who were just there for the moment. I'll update later if i'm home.

Don't make promises you can't keep. Take that as you may. You know who you are.

The exitainment has begun. Let the panic attacks and nervous breakdance sink their comforting cancer into the sweaty palms of our hands like well prescribed press-on nails. Our stigmata will stagnate and we will shake, shake hands like little boys--if boys were just like puppies--spreading our ring worms. ATTENTION MY CRIPPLING ORCHESTRA! I am your ( Read more... )

Do people have hidden motives? I swear some of you do. Let us find that out, you'll regret it. Notice how I say "us". So who are we to trust? Ourselves? That'd be the worse mistake you could possible suffer. "when I said we, you I meant me, and when I said sweet, I meant dirty." Some lyrics. Know the artist? Make a comment and i'll send you some ( Read more... )

I've woken up now. I won't be in this place you call reality or I call my dream state. I've had the most wonderful time living in this paradise of solitude. I've kept it all inside and now you will hear about it. Say goodbye to all those people I used to think of as friends, say goodbye to my false idols. The only dream I have now is to sleep. And ( Read more... )