holla...isnt the fcat wonderful. and having to dance for 2 periods after it is absolutely wonderful!! so i've been thinking a lot about a lot of stuff and i've realized i have just so much stuff going on in my head at once. take last night... i was up until 2 in the morning just thinking about one person and then thinking about how i may be getting ( Read more... )

THERE IS A 99.9% CHANCE THAT MY DAD IS MOVING TO TEXAS. :( I THINK MY LIFE MAY START TO BECOME COMPLETE AND UTTER SHIT. BUT I WILL DEAL UNTIL I FULLY FIND OUT IF THERE IS A .1% CHANCE THAT HE MAY STAY. I HOPE TO GOD.

no parties for me next weekend.... i have a performance. ARG!! and the from first to last, motion city soundtrack concert is tonight and I CANNOT GO !!! (tear) but autumn said she will give me a ring when FFTL comes on !!!! last nights party was o.k. but i heard most theatre parties get really crazy?? it didnt seem so weird to me. but last fridays ( Read more... )

last night was so f-ing awesome!! we are through with extravagenza!!!! yay. and i did my pogo dance yet again... haha it is soooo fun to do. and sydney did the robot again which is probably the funniest thing ever. she is so good at it haha. then we hit a party(me mandy and this other guy ... i cant remember his name) and it was pretty sweet! even ( Read more... )

Oh my gosh.... i dont know what to do. But i am so thankful for Extravagenza because i started talking to jarrett again which is SOOOOOOO GOOODDDDD. i realized how much i've missed him and i really need to hang out with him more!! he said that the next time we hang out i should definitely wear my stage makeup because its hot... haha. and oh yes who ( Read more... )

arg... today dragged on forever. well not really but should i say rehersal for extravagenza dragged on forever... we didnt leave school until i dont know when but it has been the latest so far. but it's atleast better than starting at 10 o' clock which someone told me but i dont remember who.... hmmmmm oh well haha. geometry was fun b/c we didnt ( Read more... )

this weekend has been so amazing!!!! friday night was probably one of the best nights of my life. it was soooo fun!!! it was autumn's birthday so we went over to her house after school and then left around 7 to go to youthquake (although meg and i felt a little out of place we still had a kick ass time). we wandered around the building while ( Read more... )

Hello my little children of God!! haha, i still cant believe i have to do a fickin jesus dance. ahhhhh im scared, i think i will bust out talking i n tongues on stage... how do u think they would like that one? yeah i'd probably get kicked out of the compant and jbt all together! OH WELL THEY WILL LIVE BC THEY HAVE OTHER "MORE VALUBLE" PEOPLE. im ( Read more... )

yo mother !@#$%^&... i always contradict myself. a sense of lonliness has been engraved in my skull. i can be on top of the world and then it is taken away with memories from my past. the past will not seem to let up and it makes me remember the sadness. im better than i have been for the past 4 years of my life... but what if im getting to that ( Read more... )

whoa...my mind works extremely well at 2:00 im the morning. i was online talking to people and i got off. then i went to my room sat down and did nothing for about 3 minutes (just contiplating my thoughts). then i picked up a piece of paper (and a pen) and started writing all this shit down. and once i was done it was the best song ever. its not ( Read more... )