i may not be able to go to the julius airwave concert tommorow and it brings a tear to my eye... but its ok b/c i may go bass fishing or werewolf hunting in alaska!! well today was kind of miserable i always fuck things up in some way and i definitely fucked things up last night, but forget about it, people can be complete asses, i was so messed up ( Read more... )

oh yeah and i cant go to orlando on sat. b/c of rehersals

i guess i feel better today... but i am still kind of in the same situation. actually not kind of but a lot. i was quite convincing today and got out of going to dulces!! but i am now obligated to do the march performance for JBT. it really sucks. and i now have to go this saturday from 11:30 in the morning till 4:00 p.m.!!!!! i think i am going to ( Read more... )

the only person who may know what im talking about is jillian... and if she doesn't remember then ill only say do you remember what we talked about when we hung out during the weekend of Dec. 10th or something... ah fuck i hate life it's screwing me over i wish i could go back but maybe this is a good thing... no it's not nm. jillian, if u read ( Read more... )

i feel like shit today some things are going my way but other things aren't... i think i made a huge mistake 3 weeks ago