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Wow, It has almost been a year!! Soo long!

Picturesss!!!!!

<3 J. Jacob

So I may be going to the Navy!

So in the last two nights I have worked a combined 27 hours at both jobs! I am sooo TIRED I just want to fall over and die. I love you guys!

Things are going okay, but I am still trying to figure things out. Why can't life be easier then it is. Why can't somebody make my decisions for me. They will make the wrong ones and I will hav eto live with them, but it will keep me from breaking hearts myself. I don't know what to say, do, or feel. There was a love but what is it now. Is ( Read more... )

I am sooo tired right now! I have a Roller filled day today! At the end of the day I have a pep rally where I will be introduced twice. Once for homecoming court and the other for Cross Country! And then I have to leave early to go to CD to run. Wish me luck! And then I have the homecoming game where Steel-High is going to crush Trinity! We ( Read more... )

So things are going pretty good right now. I got things back on track and figured a lot of other things out. I don't think I am going to date David because he doesn't seem that interested. Even though I would not mind that. I need to call that someone. I have put it off but I can't wait any longer. I don't want to hurt him, I don't wanthim ( Read more... )

Things just kept getting foggier and the corridor longer, but I now I can see a sliver of light. Last night was the most awkward and confusing night of my life. I did a lot of thinking after I got off the phone with him. I laid in bed and tears streaked my face. "What do I want, who is right for me, who is going to make me happy?" I just don't ( Read more... )

Things just get more confusing. I told myself I would not give in, but I did. I told myself I did not want this to happen but I did. Now as I sit here I want to break down and cry. Why does life have to be so confusing. I really don't want to hurt anybody again and I don't want to get hurt again, but it is still hard. Who to chose and what to ( Read more... )

So Coty and I are not dating anymore! And no I am not dating Josh as some people may think. But I did go on a date last night with my friend David. It was alot of fun and he is soo sweet. We walked down by the river, and then cuddled on a bench as we gazed out at the river. It was awesome! And it just felt right. So on another awesome note I ( Read more... )