When was it that I actually sat down
and found a way to create?
I can't remember anymore,or I don't try.
Life is to short for that.

the last time i updated was 50 weeks ago ( Read more... )

today was nuts ( Read more... )

i still cant leave my house with out crying ( Read more... )

so i get home tonight and garrett and matt start fighting
over somethign stupid even i went up stairs and ended up having to break them up
it was weird seeing these two guys tug of war back and forth
with there stubborness and such
i need to do some seriosue thinking
i prolly shouldnt smoke...

school is stressing me out
some asshole stole my phone last night.
great.
come party at my house.

the last 2 weeks have been good.
my birthday was a blast
AND im going to the grand prix!
michelle's the best
aqua teen was great, it was absolutiong amazing
my new house is adjusting nicely i suppose, i feel sad for leaving my brother and sister still.
i did my first radiator today and my hands hurt, weird
im tired of not sleeping.

So its the middle of week 2 ( Read more... )

my mom is shouting louder ( Read more... )

People sidle toward [suicidal] death, intent upon outwitting their own bodies defenses, or they may dramatize the chance to make one last, unambiguouse, irrevocable decision, like a captain scuttling his ship-death before dishonor-leaping toward oblivion through a curtain of pain, like a frog going down the throat of a snake