alright i've determined that i really can't sleep on an empty stomache... even though i had those sweet green peas... (at a horrid time... 8:30) but i really didnt fall asleep so i guess it isnt that bad.
dozing in and out of sleep is not fun at all

Thinspo...

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something i wrote at like 1am last night... its not great but whatever... writing keeps my mind off eating

i lay here stripped bare.
i glance down and,
there's nothing there.
i watch him as he draws.
wincing as i look back down,
and see my flabby flaws.
how disgusting he,
must think i am,
to have this sickly body.

he sits there though. 
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